meaning of life

天使的眼泪

2010-07-28T14:04:00.000-07:00

你有看过天使的眼泪吗？
也许你会问，天使不都是应该开开心心的吗？怎么会掉眼泪呢？
但是。。我却觉得，即使天使再怎么快乐，再怎么高兴。。
她应该都有伤心难过的时候吧。。
我想。。
天使的眼泪，应该是象水晶一样，晶莹剔透的。。
当我们心里伤心难过，嘴巴却得微笑着时。。。心里淌的泪应该都是这样的。。。

如果哪天你听见了，或看见了天使的眼泪。。。记得要与我分享哦。。。

半杯水的道理

2010-07-08T20:36:00.000-07:00

我很喜欢这一首歌。。这是香港电视剧《天天天晴》的主题曲。。

鄧小巧 - 半杯水 (電視劇 "天天天晴" 主題曲)

作曲：鄧智偉
填詞：陳詩慧

命運常幻變　高低難預算
活著難預測天降雨點
風波常遇見　但若能樂天
在面前逆境得以扭轉

未了解怎麼抱樂觀心態可參考半杯水的哲學便會懂
得失取決於看待杯中水半杯滿還是半空
憾事忘掉了　望著雲在笑
靜待陽~光優美普照
願望遺下我　不須難~過
做~人莫須嗟嘆太多
今天如受挫　別貿然動火

在面前逆境一笑可過

人生就像个杯一样。。
而里面的水就像是我们生活里的所有东西，例如工作，物资，学业。。
如果你现在所拥有的就像以上图中照片一样。。
记得。。
你拥有的是半满。。不是半空。。=）

一个书生的日子

2010-06-23T05:16:00.000-07:00

书生的日子，当然离不开书本。。
等着考试的心情；很不好受
看着一堆的书本；心情难过
数着回家的日子；度月如年

这样的日子很容易让人“多一条根”。。那么。。我又是如何平衡自己的呢？

偶尔拍拍照。。自自恋。。

偶尔煮些喜欢的食物。。。

每考完试后就来个小旅行。。。

当然不是一个人。。都有一班猪朋狗友。。。

还要拼命花钱买东西慰劳自己。。。

过后又回到一堆书。。

闷了就画个花。。。

不然就跟个公仔讲话。。

骨头也行。。

偶尔也会skype一下。。。

再不然就自己sampat一番。。。

就这样。。。
书生的日子。。。真不好过

一分耕耘，一分收获

2010-02-23T04:32:00.000-08:00

人总是不知足的。。
当你到达了某个阶段，就会想下次可以做得更好。。
这是奋斗应有的精神？？还是人类的悲哀呢？？

如果说这是奋斗应有的精神；
那么，人类要到什么时候才能知足呢？？
何时才是我们的终点？？
因为当你到达下个阶段时，你又想要更高的成就。。

如果说这是人类的悲哀；
如果人类没有这种精神，那么我们将永远停留在古时候，
继续活在以木材生火的日子。。
住的是木屋，吃的是以劳力种来的蔬果。。

到底应该“gia shu",
还是知足点呢？？？

我想是应该知足的。。。
一个人穿多少，吃多少。。
事已注定的。。
或则应该说。。。
一分耕耘，一分收获。。。
虽然这句话很老土，但是我却觉得是非常正确的。。。
你努力多少，就会得到多少。。。
多得是就是上帝的祝福。。。
所以，知足吧。。。

顿然发现

2010-02-18T07:54:00.000-08:00

我觉得。。
我需要更加更加的努力。。
顿然发现。。
我真的需要很努力很努力。。。

the coming 2nd internal

2010-01-20T12:39:00.000-08:00

heLpppp...i m really gonna get crazy by the college....
in 10 days time, we r gonna to have our 2nd internal....=(
actually the rumors is dy there 2 weeks ago saying that our exam is gonna to be on the 1st week of feb...
u know...
u will never start to be serious unless u see the circular with ur eyes...lolx

this is my exam schedule :

1/2/10
0900-1100 Histology
1100-1300 Gross Anatomy
1400-1700 Viva

3/2/10
0930-1130 Biochemistry Practical
1400-1500 Viva

4/2/10
0900-1200 Physiology Viva
1400-1700 Practical

5/2/10
0900-1200 Anatomy Theories

6/2/10 0900-1200
Biochemistry & Physiology Theories

wow....a continuous exam...
so gonna get crazy...expecially this is our first time to do viva & practical...lolx

anyway...we r able to celebrate our CNY...hohoho...thats the only best thg about the schedule...

gambatehhhhh to all ya....pray that all of us do well k....

我是大厨。。。哈哈哈哈

2010-01-17T04:18:00.000-08:00

我是大厨？？？哈哈。。

其实不是什么大厨。。
只是自从离家出来读书以后都是自己生活，所以下厨是在所难免的啦。。。
尤其是现在在印度，总不能每天都curry capati 吧。。。你说对不对。。。
哈哈。。

简简单单就是一餐。。

我在努力着

2010-01-14T03:40:00.000-08:00

这些日子真累。。开始不知道努力是为了什么。。
有时候真的很想放慢脚步，好好的享受我的人生。。
可是我知道，这是不可能的。。
打从和政府签了“卖身契”之后，我就没有这种权利去想这些。。
我只有读书的选择。。
哦不。。是努力读书才对。。

难得放假的一天。。我却坐在堆得高高的书堆前，算着我所仅有的时间和要完成的课业。。
结果后者是多过前者的。。haiz。。。

回想起我的中学日子。。是多么的多姿多彩。。
那时候，读书对我来说没有那么负担。。
那时候，我是真的喜欢读书的。。
可是现在。。。

读了整天，头脑里空空的。。
打了个电话个妈妈。。
好想念他。。
听着她在电话里唠叨，我的眼泪不知觉就流了下来。。
两次在机场的时候，我都没有哭。。
妈咪却一把眼泪一把涕的。。
其实我心里很舍不得她。。
但是我不想让她担心我，所以我每次都忍着了。。

不知不觉中在书上写了些东西。。
“只要咬紧牙关，
没有什么是过不去的。。。
不可以放弃，
不可以伤心，
不可以emo，
泪掉了下来，
就用手抹掉，
洗把脸，
重新努力。。
加油了！！！
努力奋斗是为了将来的生活
所以绝不放弃#

6 days more...

2009-12-12T19:53:00.000-08:00

hureee.....6 days more...
wait for me ya Msia....i m coming back soon....
i miss Malaysia so much...especially the food....
hehe....
1.Laksa
2.Nasi Lemak
3.Dim sum
4.Hokkien mee
5.Loh Mee
6.Sushi
7.Kimchi
8.etc etc....
alot alot of food that i wanna eat...lol
=) veri happy when i think off i will be back in home soon
welll....but while waiting for the day to come..
I M HAVING MY DM EXAM IN 18TH.....
=(
what to do....mz study 1st b4 go bec lar....haiz...so sienz

this is how i sleep off every night...
Sharlyne:"once u lay down to read..i know that after 5 minutes u will fall asleep."SWT

2009-11-16T17:09:00.000-08:00

"Give, and it will be given to you.."
This is what my almighty God promised...

and i will follow His word in Luke 6:28...
For I m His daughter, stand strong in awe of God...
As He will provide me the best plan...

Sienz...

2009-11-15T02:28:00.000-08:00

Sienz...Sienz...Sienz...
haiz...

post-exam syndrome

2009-11-12T17:17:00.000-08:00

exam finished yesterday noon finally...mm,well,not reli over..
cos we have DADH practical next week...
and lots n lots exam in the coming 5 years...=(
anyway, the ppl around all are like exam finished dy...
went out for lunch, badminton, drama series, sleep.........
my mind was totally used up in the past few days...
tiring..
bec in home, cooked my favorite tomyam soup...yummy..
plan to carve my maxillary lateral incisor...aiks...so lazy...
drama 1st...
anddddddddddddddddd...............
when i open my eyes...its dy the next morning....haha...
i tertidur when i watched drama...lol
exam finish...and this means...i need to go bec into class again...
haiz...
having carving class later...show u wat have i carve

this is central incisor....
next will be lateral incisor...
will be facing all these for the next 5 yrs...
reli cant imagine

2009-11-03T04:29:00.000-08:00

was walking from Histology class just now...with a friend from Malaysia...
we were talking along the way to back to hostel...talking bout watching drama...may be its because he is not closed to me...that's y he dun believe me that i m the kind that will watch drama till late night...and thus we start arguing bout that...and dunno how we started to argue bout being JPA student...i said that being JPA stud is veri stress...and being a private stud, of course his stand is he is more stress...and out of sudden....i shouted:"U WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW STRESS AM I WHEN I CANT FLY TO AUSTRALIA...."
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this was kept in my heart since long long time ago...i promised myself i wont talk bout this again but today...i shouted it out...
it is the scar in my life...
that make me feel shame once before my friend...
that make me feel 'low standard' before the relatives..
that make me cry every time i pray to God...
that make me questioned God...

back in hostel...
i get this poem from sharlyne's book...
the title is "STAY THERE UNTIL I TELL YOU"

I'll stay where you have put me;i will Lord,
Though i wanted so badly to go,
I was eager to march with the "rank and file"'
Yes, I wanted to lead them, You know,
I planned to keep step to the music loud,
To cheer when the banner unfurled,
To stand in the midst of the fight straight and proud,
But I;ll stay where You've put me.

I'll stay where you have put me;i will work, dear Lord,
Though the field be narrow and small,
And the ground be neglected, and the stones lie thick,
And the there seems to be no life at all,
The field is Your own, only give me the seed,
I;ll sow it with never a fear,
I'll till the dry soil while I wait for the rain,
And rejoice when the green blades appear,
I'll work where You've put me.

I'll stay where you have put me;i will work, dear Lord,
I'll bear the day's burden and heat,
Always trusting You fully, when sunset has come,
I'll lay stalks of grain at Your feet,
And then, when my earth work is ended and done,
In the light of eternity's glow,
Life;s record all closed, I surely will find,
Its was better to stay than to go'
I'll stay where You've put me.

every time when i pray...
i know that, God has a plan...but what's the plan?...i m still seeking for it...
i understand that..its this small small trial...
and this little little incident...that make me grow...

am i wrong?

2009-10-20T08:12:00.000-07:00

many things happen today...
ermmm...cant say its good and yet its not bad...
but for now...i feel that its good lar...
i m trying to maintain my feeling now...feel much better than few days ago...
din passive dy....talk quite a lot dy...
anf i think if remina see this, she will be hapi...
dun wori sis...i m fine...

about the 2nd thg...
mmm,i m not sure i have did the wrong thg...but...
i think i did correctly...may be it will make some1 feel disturbed...
but...i think
i m correct lar....

What's wrong with me???

2009-10-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

What's wrong with me....
i reli dunno...
recently feel that i m changing...
from an active Sim Mee to a very very very passive me....
i think i can feel that the person around me know that i m changing as well...
i jz like to keep quiet now...
and when others ask me:"what happen to u?"
"Tired"....the best reason is given...
huh...how can this happen?
mz find out the reason....

back from Goa

2009-09-28T03:03:00.000-07:00

huu...jz back from Goa...having a great time there...
nice beach, delicious seafood,and cheap clothes...
reli relaxing..
back in Belgaum = back into Anatomy,Physiology, biochemistry, DADH,DM...
the time to start working hard...
gambateh neh...=)

有了？没了？

2009-09-18T08:52:00.000-07:00

怎么一切一切都好像变了。。

动听的铃声，没有了。。
喜欢的声音，没有了。。
快乐的笑声，没有了。。
甜美的笑容，没有了。。
热闹的聚会，没有了。。
熟悉的背影，没有了。。
常在的支持，没有了。。
没有了。。

疏远的问候，有了。。
久违的眼泪，有了。。
陌生的面孔，有了。。
马虎的谈话，有了。。
敷衍的安慰，有了。。
僵硬的笑容，有了。。
冷冷的晚餐，有了
有了。。

当拥有了很多 “没有了”，也就失去了我所“有的”。。
拥有了很多的 “有了”，也就失去了以前所没有的。。
有了。。没了。。
到底是有了？还是没了呢？

Is this life?

2009-09-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

jz dun think and u will get fine...
jz dun see and u wont think...
jz dun care and u wont see...
jz dun ask and u wont care...

is this life? if this is not, then wat is life?

to all my friends

2009-08-30T17:27:00.000-07:00

告訴我什麼事情讓你開心，
誰讓你煩心，
讓我來撫平，
有些話放在心裡心有靈犀，
不需要言語，
我就能感應，
能和知心朋友一起談心，
不在乎主題，
感覺永遠歷久彌新，
我明白全世界只有你，
最珍惜我的快樂傷心。

在朋友群中我是一個被動的人
我很少主動去找朋友或是跟朋友聯絡
幸好我還蠻幸運的有很多朋友都不嫌棄我
願意跟我交朋友願意跟我聯絡
甚至問我近來好嗎？

我真的很感謝
信箱中常常收到轉寄有關朋友的文章
雖然大部分信件是重複再重複
但對我來說意義是不會重複的
一封封的信代表著每一個朋友的關心

可能我們久沒聯絡
可能我們不常聯絡
可能我們常常聯絡
可能我們是知心的朋友
可能我們只是淡淡之交
可能我們只是點頭之交
不過你們寄了封關於朋友的信時
表示你們就認定我這個朋友

也許我生活中的喜怒哀樂
你們並不能常與我分享
你們並不能常在我左右
但只要我有困難；只要我呼救
不管多遠~~~你們還是會盡力地幫助我

我真的很感謝
我不是擅長說感謝的人
但你們對我的好我是知道的

其實我覺得你們都很客氣
都是付出而不要求回報
不過我還是希望當你們有困難時能告訴我
也許我能幫得上忙
也許我只能當個聽眾
不管如何有事一定要說出來

或者當你們想到我時
不要不好意思也不要害怕
一封僅隻字片語的e-mail
一通只是問好的電話
都是一種感動和溫馨

感謝你們把我當朋友
藉著這篇文章感謝及問候我的朋友們！

I got my parcel....

2009-08-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

woo....i got my parcel...
hehe..after 2 weeks time, finally the parcel is here in Belgaum...
thx so much daddy n mummy...for running here n there to buy all the things and send the parcel...and the cost of sending is so expensive...
reli reli hapi when see all the malaysian stuff...
and i m eating the tomyam vege now...cooked using the maggi tomyam paste...yummy...

see, i got so many things from malaysia....
so so so hapi...
oh ya...when is my next parcel to cum?
hehe...

《你快乐我内伤》

2009-08-07T17:24:00.000-07:00

歌手：蔡依林专辑：花蝴蝶
蔡依林--你快乐我内伤
来不及爱到平淡
就要告别你狂热的纠缠
我还在享受爱得提心吊胆
你这个人忽然再与我无关
来不及甘苦共享
我就变成你和她的负担
你要我原谅我无法抵抗
你却忍不住心花怒放
你的快乐让我内伤
表情细胞已经死亡
所以笑得比哭还难看
我的大方让你释放
你不用像囚犯逃亡
难道爱过我是场苦难
是你火中送炭我还能怎样
我的自尊快将死亡
只为你不肯假装悲伤
我眼看你洒脱逃亡
眼泪已在你眼中埋葬

05/08/09-记得要忘记

2009-08-04T18:12:00.000-07:00

歌曲：记得要忘记
歌手：s.h.e. 专辑：青春株式会社
曲:玉城千春中文词:施人诚编曲:锺兴民
在就要转身前突然又想起你
相遇的那天漾着微笑的你
那个微笑
还是很美丽
可惜那个人常常要让人哭泣
太耀眼的城市不适合看星星
就如同你的心不适合谈安定
谢谢你让我伤过心
学会爱情并非执迷
人改变不了改变不了的事情
记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是
人海中的一个背影
长长时光
我应该要有新的回忆
人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃
我承认我
还是会爱着你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆
记得要忘记忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶像的那种相遇
不会不容易
我有一辈子
足够用来忘记
我还有一辈子
可以用来努力
我一定会忘记你

China Rocks

2009-08-02T10:03:00.001-07:00

ya...China Rocks...
we are here for bout 18 days...all of us (the girls) cant stand for the mess's food anymore and all of us STOP MESS..
and thus, now we have to think for our meal everyday...breakfast,lunch and dinner...
and today's dinner was 'awesome'....
we ate outside...in the CHINA ROCKS REsTAURANT...

China Rocks Restaurant....

about 15 of us went to the restaurant...and actually we expect the Roasted Pork from the restaurant...but we din get it finally cos the owner scared of the H1N1 virus...*sigh*may be next time we will get it

the menu...looks great...

the foods

the chicken Tomyum Soup...Rs50....the taste was ok but msia 1 is much more better

the Sliced Fish With Swachuan Source...look abit....but the taste was ok

well, i know all the dishes din look great but they r ok lar....this is prawn...

this is our dessert...split banana...oh no..i should called it Split Pisang Goreng...cos the ice-cream is served with the fried banana...anyway, its nice..

well, tats all the update this time...hope tat next sunday we stil can go for some good food...
looking forward...

simmee

update from india

2009-07-31T06:02:00.000-07:00

hey there...nothing much...just some update from india...
classes will be started 'officially' next week...
however, this week we also got classes...
but just some introduction classes...
i m having 5 subjects in this first year...
ANATOMY, PHYSIOLOGY,BIO-CHEM,DENTAL ANATOMY & DENTAL HISTOLOGY AND DENTAL MATERIAL
Same as i was in AUSMAT...5 subjects as well...
but...
of course now is tougher lar...
feel like i din have much time...
monday to saturday...from 8 till 5 p.m....
sunday have church service...
huh...
no much time to study...
and the subjects all are super hard...
lol...
what to do??
i have choose the course...
watever happened...
i must stand strong..
to finish it...
lol
its time to study i think...
will update again de...
may be...
next week ba...then i will tell u all how is my classes and life here...k?
tc

mee

random

2009-07-21T11:20:00.000-07:00

this is reli random...none of any title come to my mind...i jz need to say out sumthg...cos i found that...i need to talk...
huh....reli miss msia...OMG, i think i started to be homesick...miss all the thg in msia...my famili, my fren, my food etc etc...
i wont consider myself as emo now...but i reli got a lot of feeling in my heart now...

I m in India..new environment, new languages, new faces, new culture, new faces...all new and all different...chat with my mum thru skype jz now...1st time feel like so good to talk to my mum and dad...last time when i m in msia, i may not bother to talk to them...but now, even thru skype, i can feel the warmness...can feel their worries... can feel their care...mummy, daddy, i miss u all....

I think i m not a rational person...i always do decision veri fast...and change it fast as well...but i did a decision today...i jz hope that i reli can keep it long...jz like wat i promise myself in the airport, i mz not cry..and i did it...
same here, i will keep my own promise this time...
wat is the promise?
oo...its not good to tell here...
Why i did the decision?
erm...i wouldn't tell much..wat i can tell about my feeling now is jz that...
when u feel like u can do sumthg, but at the end u found that u cant....
when u feel like u r having sumthg, but at the end u found tat u r actually not...
especially u work so hard all the time to do it, to have it...
u get wat i mean?
so, i decided..
may be its not worth to work so hard for it...
its not worth to wait for it...
i should give up this time...
after struggle for so long time...
i should...
i must...
and i can...
i believe

Actually i should do this decision much much earlier...and may be i did, but i din take it serious..and i think i m dy 20 now...i should responsible for every promise tat i have to myself and of course to others...

Gambateh Choo Sim Mee...12.17 am...22.07.2009...

今天睡醒后的你将是个不同的你。。
你可以的。。
你做得到。。
因为。。
你是朱欣媚。。。
没有事情可以难到你的。。
加油咯。。
冲。。冲。。冲。。
BDS。。
i m coming..
the only thing in mind now...
the cert of BDS...
study study study...
no more shopping
no more kidding
no more dreaming
serious serious serious....
study study study..

Mee'

i m in india

2009-07-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

hey everybody...have a long time din update my blog...i m so sori...i m lazy
well, i m in india now...settled down dy...u can go to my fb to c the photos..i dy upload there...
india is fine...raining season now...rains everyday...cold...
when we went out, we have our umbrella prepared in ur hand...and once there is rain, then we open it...lol...
i get wet many times dy...reli wet de i tell u...even u r holding the umbrella with u...
i dunknow wheather its bcos of the diff of the time in india and msia, i woke up early in the morning...5.30am...its dy 8 in msia...i guess is...
din reli sleep weel here...too cold...my blanket is not warm enuff...i woke up at 3.30 am last nigth and could'nt get sleep...cos it was too cold...thats sumthg come into my mind..."whose tat can hug me now, i m goin to marrige him..."
haha...weird thining...but luckily i went bec to sleep after i put on all my jackets, socks and scarf....
the food...was fine to me in the few days...but now i get fever dy..haiz...so, i din at the curry anymore...my last night dinner was rice+cucumber....lol
the water is ok so far...jz that i did hve cirit....jz a bit lar...so far ok...
oh ya...the punjabi suit is reli cheap here...i did 4...its just Rs2000...means like RM38...cheap right...hehe...anybody want it can tell me...will bring bec to u when i go bec msia....
wat else...so far jz like that...oh ya...i forget one important thg...
haiz...it is sad to tell that there is oni 11 guys in BDS...out of 100+...haiz...
well, its ok...
study 1st...
thats ll i think...will update u all again
bb
tc

Tamil Night

2009-06-03T10:22:00.000-07:00

after the Hindi night, its the time for TAMIL NIGHT...
wow...its reli a awesome night...
cos i wore saree at that night..=)

try to pose like a indian...and again, they said i looked like an indian..am i?

dun think that its veri easy to wear saree...the aunty take 20 minutes to dressed me up in the saree...oh no...and guess wat...after 20 minutes, i dropped the saree...hoho...

i m sure that everyone that know how to wear saree can see that my saree is out of shape...haha

sare is actually a 6 meter long cloth balut around ur body...of course we wore a top inside...and you need a spacial skill to wear it...wear slowly and politely...dun like me...after 20 minutes, call my friend yugen:" yugen, come fast..saree jatuh..."hahaha...

this is part of my class...Ki3

"cheese"

jia jeng and me...

family's potrait

naqi n me...

mama n me...

azim n mee...

hehe...

wow...and the 2nd night ended..but....
our 3rd night is coming...next week...kannada night...looking forward ya

Sing k...

2009-05-24T09:09:00.000-07:00

if u know me well,for sure u will know that i love to sing k veri veri veri much...hehe...wherever i go, i will join the group of people there to sing k...

i have groups of good friends that like to sing k...1st group is from sp..but i seldom can meet them now..so we seldom sing k together now..; 2nd group from INTEC's group 1219..but they are now some in Aus,some in NZ and some in Kuching..so, i think its veri hard and nearly imposibble to sing with them liao...and NOW....wakakkkaka...i found the 3rd group...from KTT.........yupee =)

super excited de me...ajak jingying and junjun to take stupid pic with me..hehe

this is the new KTT group...12 of us sing in a room...they are so awesome...

everybody say "cheese".....

at first, everybody was still normal..sitting on the sofa..

eating the food...yummy...

as usual..i started to stand on the sofa...

then ester follow me...2 person are standing up now...

now are three...jing ying also joined us....

and finally...everyone goes crazy....haha

oh no...feel like sing k now...

that was a great outing with KTT fren...they are awesome...hope that our next trip is coming soon...=)

2009-05-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

its a saturday afternon..
weekend should be equal to hapi, relax, enjoy....
but i n now alone in the hostel..
jia jeng went back...mai and rafika too...
i m suppose to be used to it since this is not the first time..
yesterday was stil ok...dunknow why after lunch i was just so down...

emo-ing
try to calm myself down...watched dramas...watching drama is reli a good activity to relax for me...but after the drama finish, mood become worse...
try to talk to others...since nobody in the room, msn is my best fren then....
but the sad case is no1 that i can talk to...everybody seems like so busy with their own stuff...

and finally i cant tahan anymore...nobody to call and so i called my mum...she is busy too...alone in the shop..i tell her:" mummy, u do ur stuff..i dun bother u..will call u again at night..." but she jz said:" nvm...how r u gal....still alergy?taken ur lunch?etc etc...."she is talking BLA BLA BLA so much over there and never notice that her little daughther's tear was dropping here like hell...

jz realise one thing..
no matter how busy, ur family member will be always there to listen and talk to u...
no matter wat happen, ur family member will be around u to support u forever...

给妈妈的话。。
妈妈，
对不起。。
我觉得我以前真的很不乖。。
常常不在家。。
就算是难得回家，我也常常出去玩，没有陪你。。。
你每次有心事要告诉我，我却一副不想听的样子。。
可是每次我有事，你都很紧张我。。
替我担心这。。担心那。。
你放心。。
我会好好照顾自己的。。
让你担心，真的很对不起。。
妈妈，我好想你。。
还有一个月我就可以回家了。。
可是在家逗留个3个星期，就得飞印度读书。。
舍不得你和爸爸。。还有姐姐，哥哥和弟弟。。
你要学好如何上网，这样我们才能msn, skype...
你要加油，我也加油。。

=欣媚=

HINDI NIGHT KI 2009

2009-05-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

last night was our KI HINDI NIght...altough lotsa thgs happen b4 the show, but luckly we stil manage to perform well in the night..it was my first time o wear punjabi suit..my classmates said i looked like a chindian (mix of indian and chinese) when idressed up in punjabi...hehe

wat do u think???am i looked like a chindian???

ester beauty and mee...dressed in punjadi....

'pretty' wei ming and mee....he is known as pretty boy in KTT...reli pretty

my cute mama maisara...

kelvin and mee...

nash...my class rep...a nice guy

jing ying, ester and mee....

andrew and mee....acting cute....=)

anatomy assignments

2009-05-10T02:37:00.000-07:00

lol...i have been tortured by the Anatomy Assignment recently....the drawinga are reli take my time...expecially the shading part...

this is the skeleton of the lower limb...

this is the bones of the human's foot...nice drawing rite?hehe...perasan

this is the human's hip bone...the inner surface

aiks...finally finish my drawing..lolz..tomolo started class...lazy man...i got lotsa to write actually...our feskit(t) jz passed...but i haven get the pictures yet..once i get i will post them here k?tc ya fren...

mOtheR's dAy ceLebraTion...

2009-05-03T23:30:00.000-07:00

the mother's day is around the corner..oh no..i should say its jz around the corner, but my family already celebrated the day..haha..it was reli a great day with everybody gather together, eat and chat...the most important thing is my mum was super hapi that day cos she can meet all her sisters and brothes...they have a long time din meet up..

my san yi, xiao yi , jie jie and mummy..see, how hapi they are...

can u see my mum..the one in blue..i have a long time din see her laugh until so hapi

my mummy and me...

my papa, me and my ah maa...

hapi mother's day...

i miss mummy so much..going to india soon..dun know how long time oni i can come back...gonna miss all the ah yi and the famili members...and of course all the fren also lar...haih...

gooD nEws...

2009-04-29T05:50:00.000-07:00

hey there...simmee have a good news to announce here...
i GET my comfirmation of my univrsity....its KLE Dental University in Belgaum...
well, according to my friends in KTT, Belgaum is a good place to study...they say i m so lucky...i know nothing much about India..so, i just smile and say 'thx'...well, its reli doesn't matter which uni will XXX place me, i m ok with any places..i think jia jeng also think that...i'm sure u will think that also when u have rejected by so many uni before..aiks...this is reli a sad memory in mylife...=(

okok...back to the topic..Belgaum is a cooler place compared to other states in India..i haved checked jz now..the temperatuere of day time can be up to 37 celcius and night time can be low till 12 celcius...wow..such a big diffrence...but luckily that its not a strict vegeterian uni...i cn bring my 'bak gua' there..haha

this is the KLE's hospital...i dl it from google...perhapes thats where i will hv my intenship in the future

this is the KLE' university according to google

Jia jeng din get the same uni as me...she get A.B. Shetty Memoial Dental Institute, Mangalore...we are 438km apart...oMg...haih...i m quite affraid to go KLE alone...buti din say out..i dare not tell mama and papa...cos i know they wori more than wat i wori...i shall not make them wori more...oh ya..i forgot to tell u all...i m flying super early...the 2nd week of July...the other uni fly on the end of august...haiz...about 2 months to go...the feeling all mix up now..but the happiet thg is that m good sis is coming bec to msia soon...hurry...sis, looking forward to c u...

untitiled

2009-04-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

i din plan to post this post actually..this post is purposely to upload some picture for my 'cute' fren--lao ai that wanted to know so much about my futsal's skill..lolz...lao ai..i m so sori..the camaragal din take reli good pic...cant show my skill here...haha

the game is actually planned to release our stress..right after our last paper, we changed and went down to the court to play..frankly speaking, i din reli know how to play..but i tried...hehe..no bad..i got 1 goal =P

lai ai..i m so sori..i reli din hv much photo...
haha..but i got others to show u all...

this is the best view of KTT...seriously...wakakka

yen chun, m3 and my Kannada lec-MR.Shaymu

huh...time flies..i jz fiished my test 1..but jia jeng told me jz now..after 3 weeks we got test 2...=(
lolz...
it will reli take my life...kill me
no choice..bec into study again...

5th week..

2009-04-23T15:45:00.000-07:00

its the 5th week i m in KTT...the 5th week was reli a tiring and challenging week...this is because it was our KI first EXAM WEEK....wow...life is kinda suffering the past few days...with the words of kannada,tamil and hindi...and the worst things...the oral of 3 languages come together in one day for my class...this make me din reli get to sleep on thursday night...lolz..not only the languages, the anatomy and physiology also almost killed me...the human's brain is reli complicated and lotsa to remember about all the parts...can u understand the suffer when u use ur brain to read and remember all the parts of ur brain...=(...and the anatomy also...i reli dare not to c my paper...haiz..wondering am i suitable to be a dentist since i cant remember this small and little things...how will life be in the next 5 yrs when i study for my dentistry degree???

the nest are some photos that we took during our visits to UKM...their falkuti pergigian...

this is the model where 1st, 2nd and 3rd yr students will use to do their practical...the model cost 60k..

when u r 4th or 5th years, then u can take a real patient for ur practical

dun wori...there will be lectural that will guides them all the way...

after the appoiment with the patient, the students may need to do the braces for their patient in the lab

this machine is used to taking ur teeth and mouth x-ray...it is cost 1 million..

these are some apparatus that are uesd...

the lecturals and some of the students

thats parts of the picure that we took...thats all for the trip
next week i guess i can upload my test paper for u all to see...haha...hope it wonts too ugly...

fAmiLy dAy in Port Dickson

2009-04-13T05:54:00.000-07:00

i'm so sori for din update for the third week in KTT..life is kinda busy here with my 'earthworm and music symbol' homework...and test 1 is coming soon-next week..lolz
third week was a veri busy and fun week..got lotsa activities..jia jeng n me went to a international students' Christian conference..get to know lots ppl fom diff country....but sori i haven get any photo..so, cant upload here...=(

11.04.2009 was KTT family day in Port Dickson. This was my first time to be in PD also. A tired day but i reli enjoy it.
many activities was held..senam aerobic, built sand castle, amazing race and fear factor..i din managed to take many photos, but stil got some lar...i took part in the sand castle and senam aerobic..hehe
i am too lazy and busy to describe on the activities and my life here..therefore, i will jz post some photos for u all so that u all know my recent life here in KTT,k =)

sand castle competition...my class castle called "the kivi's castle".we get the 3rd place

KI3's members

esther, jing ying and me..

rafika, maisara and me..they r both my hsmate and classmate

KI5's castle..they get no.1

senam aerobic..we get no 1 weh...

all of the chinese in my course...

second week in KTT

2009-04-02T20:09:00.000-07:00

time really flies..it is weekend again..i'm dy here in KTT for 2 weeks..i counted eveyday actually..i stil have 82 days to go..lolz
i decided to update my blog only once a week..this is because my assignments...opps..nono..i should say my homework is getting much and 'harder'..haiz..i show u..this is my kannada homework..i have to complete 40 pages and memories all of the 'earthworm'...lolz

haha..looks like earthworm rite??for ur information, i'm learning all those thing recently..
show u another language...TAMIL...

looks like music symbol rite??
next, show u the third language...yang saya paling benci...HINDI

i dislike HINDI the most among the 3..1st, it is because all the alphebets looks reli alike..how can the people last time reli created such letters which are twins...lolz.
but anyway..all these all are our mighty God creation and i appreciate all these..
haiz
erm...second week in KTT..so far so good..started to get close to my classmate..but life is reli kinda hard here to get close with the people here..this is because they are all here for dy 1 and 1/2 year..therefore, they dy have their gang of fren...and since i m new here, its hard for me to get into the gang..of course i understand that friendship doesnot built up so easily...but i jz feel that i cant reli get a gang of fren like wat i did in INTEC and SP..that can be so closed to each other...so buddy or so ji mui...haiz
well..i have a lot of homework this week...not oni for the 3 languages, also for the physiology class...i reli lost in the 1st class..cos A-LEVEL's students reli learn a lot compared to AUSMAT's students..wat "all or none law" etc etc i reli never heard before...lolz..i reli have to work double or may br triple harder...or not i will be like a sheep in the groups of tiger--lost and die finally...haiz
jia jeng din go bec this week..so, i'm not alone..=)we r going to a conference tomolo...in petaling jaya..hope that it is fun and i can get more faith in God there...
erm...wat else i wanna tell?...i think that's all for this time lar...i'm so tired now...gonna continue my kannada homework...lolz
see ya again next week and i will update more about my life here..miss u guys

=simmmee=

first weekend

2009-03-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

Its weekend...my first weekend in KTT..
a lonely weekend...jia jeng went back to her sister's house, both my housemates also went bec to their hometown..Rafikah went bec to Malacca and Mansara went be to Subang Jaya..
lolz..dunknow how to spend my weekend...
last time when I m in Akasia, i did stay alone in hostel for about 4 days...but that time I have John, Jason, ahpa, Kuan Quan and lotsa people accompany me to eat..here..no at all...not closed to anyone except jia jeng..haiz
thats y i da bao jz now for both my lunch and dinner..i dun like to eat alone..nono..its i hate to eat alone..like veri kelian like that..others got fren with them but u r alone eating..lolz..i hate the feeling..emm..i think i will jz da bao for Saturday and Sunday lar..
emm..downloading EU episod 27...lol..jz 22.3% now...stil need alot of time to finish..no drama anymore..boring
i m writting my kannada homework..i m not a good student i shall admit..cos from afternoon till now i oni finish 3 pages..lol..i stil hv 25 pages to go..and i stil haven learn tamil and hindi...the ak,aa,e,ee,wu,woo etc etc reli make me pengsan..all sound same for me..lol..pengsan pengsan

first day in KTT,sepang

2009-03-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

ishhhhhh.......a boring day..
today is the first day register to KTT,Sepang...
emm..i took sum pics but cant upload here cos of the intrnet connection is too slow...=(
well...wat i would say is that this is a quite ulu place..and i m new to this place..
no shooping complex, no mall..ad no even a mini market..lolz..-.-
i m in KI3..KI means Kursus India..and i m in the 3rd class..my class teacher is a indian guy from india...loz..wondering can i understand wat he say???
some of the ppl here are quite friendly and some are not lar...emmm..but so far so good lol...
tomolo going to start the class..cannada, tamil and hindi language..i think after 3 months i can be a indu po liao...wakkaka

Pack-ing

2009-03-20T01:51:00.000-07:00

emm..i think i should start to pack my stuff from now..or not i reli dun have enuff time to pack..may be i should list down everyting here first so that i wont miss anything..
1. clothes-only baju kurung and formal shirts..no jeans and t-shirt..dun forget ur jacket
2. shampoo, body shampoo
3. tooth brush,tooth paste
4. towels
5. 'faceshop'
6. pads
7. hangers
8. Food
9. stationary
10. documents-needed by JPA
11. stockings
12. etc etc
well..as u can see from above..not many to bring..but tell u..i fail to stuff all of them into my big suitcase..
oh ya..the dressing code in KTT..worse than INTEC..only baju kurung and formal clothes..lolz..now i know how good is intec..
emm..tired packing..
and my feeling getting worse and worse..this morning was having breakfast with some of my buddy..ah pia,mj,jo and soo fern..this make me feel even more emotional..cos i will i will never have much time to spend with them after i go to KTT..
i think i can never meet all of them togather again cos after this we are all busy with our own life and studies..
lolzz..shouldnt that emo..calm down..
haiz..
i think i should go off now..or not my mum will shout till the next door hear it (i haven finish packing..hehe)
emm..oh ya..i m not sure weather my celcom broadband can be used in KTT..hope the network can work well there.or not the blog will hibernet for some time..
ok..i mz go now..
dun too miss me ya..wakakaka
-simmee-

Worry and worry...

2009-03-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

lolz..officially annouce that i eat an "egg" today..never try that before..and today i did..lolz
chat with jie jing today..(i'm too free today..no customer today)she reminded me about the adaptation in a new environment..then only i realise that i am going to a new environment soon..since that moment, i started to worry..
"Can i adapt well there?".."Who will i meet there?".."Can i mix well with Jia Jing?"..etc etc
Lolz...
many of my friend thought that i am a tough girl..thought that i can handle everything independently..well, at first i also think that i m that kind of 'strong women'..but as i grow up; as i leave home for study, i found that i am not actually..
i must admit that i am weak sumtimes expecially when i faced problems..a veri good example will be the time when i first reach INTEC UiTM for my pre-uni course time..at first it was ok..i m hapi to be there..get to know a lot of friends..but as the study getting harder and harder, i found that i will becum home sick..i will miss the friends in my hometown..i will break down easily..and of course will cry always..
SO....i started to wori now..how will my life in KTT..a place that i never step into..
but thx God that i have Him always with me when i m in trouble..and He will always put some good friends around me wherever i am..hope that i can get a group of good fren in KTT like wat i did in SP and Intec..
i will jz remember that:
IN TIMES OF DIFFICULIES, DON'T EVER SAY :"GOD, I HAVE A BIG PROBLEM..
INSTEAD SAY:" HEY PROBLEM..I HAVE A BIG GOD AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT.."
EMMANUEL

help!!help!!help!!

2009-03-19T01:24:00.001-07:00

help...lolz..its dy 4.30 p.m...and i still a haven buka bill..ya..stil haven...scared will 'eat egg' weh..how??
for ur infomation..i m working now in a clothes shop..

bLa BLa bLa

2009-03-16T07:45:00.000-07:00

nothing much to blog today i guess..nothing special happen to me these few days..normal life..well, may be normal life is the best i guess.. =0
class is going to start soon..few more days..enjoying the last week hols..i m now in the process of adapting to sleep less..cos once the class start i need to wake up early to go to class..and of course need to study till late also..so, need to train myself balik kepada keadaan berperang..hehe..
weiwei, jj and nana seems like veri busy recently..seldom c them on9..but can know that they r adapting well from their pm in msn and fb..hope that they r doing well..
jinn also..she seems like lagi busy..although everytime saw her on9..but i scared to chat with her..scared will disturd her..cos she is in the stress situation i guess..for her study and life in Cardiff, UK..
bla bla bla..i wish i can bla more..but cant..so, jz bla till here 1st lar..next time bla again lar..hehe

Back From Shah Alam

2009-03-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

I just came back from Kl...went to Shah Alam to take my result..went back to the familiar bulding..every thing remain the same..same lecturers,same guards,same pokok,same cafe etc etc....but no more faces that I am familiar...walk by my class (E101-Adelaide)..no people inside..i look in..and the memories pop up..reminds me of the happy and hard time i had with my classmates last time..we like to chat under the tree..we had our lunch in the classroom,we gather in the Adalaide corner...emm...time flies..no more Ausmat 19..no more Adelaide class, no more Adelaide corner...everything had ended on 2008..i reli miss all of them..

haiz..not only in INTEC..this also happen when i went shopping..went to Mid Valley...in the KTM station, reminded me of the lost of Eugene handphone 2 yrs ago doring our KL trip..saw the NOSE shoes' shop..i rmb that 5 months ago i went there with jie jing to buy our dinner shoes...lots n lots..all memories pop up..again n again..well..i reli miss the time i had with my friend...dunknow can i get another group of good friend during my uni time..friends that can laugh with me..cry with me..i had 2 groups of good friend in my life...one group from sp..and one group from INTEC...although i cant sure that they reli treat me as their best friend, but i would say that thay are all my best friend...the time i spent with them is far more than the time that i spent with my family...hehe...but i know i cn never go back to the time again..=(

No one can know what will happen next..what i get from this time is that i shall cherish and appreciate for everything that I have now..i must admit that someties will take my friends for granted..therefore, I promise myself not easily to give up any of my friend easily because of small matter..i should learn to care about every friend..yes..sorry if i have did anything wrong or said anything hurt..sometimes i will say sumthg that is hurt or make ppl angry..i know..haiz..sorry fren..i am learning not to do so now...

Letter From Jpx

2009-03-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!!i received the letter from JPX this morning...the below is the copy of the letter:

Saudari,

TAWARAN MENGIKUTI KURSUS INTENSIF PROGRAM KHAS INDIA

Merujuk kepada perkara di atas, sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa saudari ditawarkan Biasiswa Persekutuan untuk mengikuti Kursus Intensif Program Khas India yang akan dijalankan selama 3 bulan mulai 23 Mac 2009 hingga 23 Jun 2009.

2. Kursus anjuran JPA dengan kerjasama Kolej Teknologi Timur ini bertujuan supaya plajr dapat menguasai BahasaKannada dan bahasa-bahasa lain yang akan digunakan secara meluas di India, disamping memberi pendedahan awal kepada subjek Anatomi and Fisiologi. Kursus ini..................

well, the others are not important i guess..as u see above, i m going to start my class on 23th..have a long time din study..feel scared that i cant cope with the class..haiz..

going back to Shah Alam tomolo..hehe..going to take my result from PM Saadah..and i plan to stay with hui chin on that night..hui chin said that they are going to Pyramid on Friday..she asked me to follow her..hehe..long time din shopping liao..looking forward..

2009-03-10T10:48:00.000-07:00

FiNaLly and fInAlly

yes..finally and finally..i received the call from my pemiutang...hehe..called it pemiutang cos he is reli my pemiutang..gonna work with him for 10 years..yes..10 yrs..haiz..well,bec to the topic..emm..the officer called me few days ago..said that my contract is changed to India..no more going to australia,but india..

well..i knew the news before he told me..he informed that i need to attend a tamil language class before fly to india..this class takes time bout 3 months..take place in KTT,Sepang...lots and lots he told me..but i 4got all..well..thats choo simmee..i will 4got thgs easily..i should blog earlier de..but lazy.haiz..thats one of my characteristic also..hehe

i feel reli hapi after the call..tell my mummy,daddy,jie jie etc etc....hehe..and of course my fren also lar...in australia de,in nz de,in msia de,in UK de,in spore de...hehe...reli kua jiong...the all feel hapi to me..expecially remina i think..i know she worried bout me veri much..sumtimes will feel stress to chat with her in msn..cos she will always ask:"did JPX called u???"......emm..i know she care bout me..i appreaciate for the friendship that we hv..thx nana for the concern..i will ytake good k of myself..u dun wori me ok??

emm..this morning jia jeng called me..she dy received the letter from JPX..need to register to KTT on 23th..emm.still have 2 weeks to go then..and after lunch..i m thinking myself..after 3 months..is june...encik anizam(the officer) told me that we r most prob flying on august..then means that i stil have 5 months here...and 1 and 1/2 months after the language class...emm..feel down out of sudden..dunknow y the feeling pop up so out of blue..haiz...i thought i wanna leave msia de..expecially last month..when all fren leave here to nz and aus...but now...haiz...wat happen leh??i think cos i will miss the famili and all the fren here...=(

2009-02-13T00:02:00.000-08:00

Random!

Xin wei dy fly to perth this sunday...she called me this morning from australia....so hapi that she still remember me as a good fren....emm...she haven start class yet...the class gonna start in 2 weeks time...always msn with her recently....i did take the iniciative to contact her....then i realised sumthg...

"why when wei wei is here in msia i never think off wanna msn everyday but when she is now in australia then i will wanna to know bout her?"

lol...thats the prolem...and i think its not only my problem but every 1...yea...

why i say so?

emm...i found that when sum1 is beside u or u know that u can easily contact his or her then u will take them 4 granted....but when they r leaving soon, then u will start to emo, sad or even miss them b4 they leave...think back...when they r here with u, do u do ur part as a fren to care and miss them?haha...sadly to admit..i din....even b4 wei wei fly she always called me...but paise to say that she always called me when i m not free to chat....cos that time i m out with fren...then we oni chat 4 a while then i have to cut the phone....but now she is dy in aus oni i realise this and always wanna contact her...lol....

i m not a good friend i shall admit...anyway...jz wanna say sori to all my fren...if i have treaten u all bad these yrs...plz 4gv me...i m learning how to be a better fren....

and to all friends that going to fly to aus:

Hapi flying....take k and do miss ya...

therefore, the song of the day is "FRIEND"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FRIENDSHIP 4EVA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

这些年一个人

风也过雨也走

有过泪有过错

还记得坚持什么

真爱过才会懂

会寂寞会回首

终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走

那些日子不再有

一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过

一声朋友你会懂

还有伤还有痛还要走还有我

2009-02-10T06:38:00.000-08:00

~Song of The DAy--10.02.2009~

yo,its time to blog again...

woo...time to choose song...

well,today's mood wasnt that good....

jz after a quarrel with a friend last night...

emm..not reli gaduh...but....how to say...got 'bu suang' lar...

haiyoyo...how can this happen?

he is my best friend i shall admit...

but normally the more u closed to a friend,

the more easily u will get angry with his or her action...

ya,even a small matter u will get angry easily...

haiz...

its reli a small matter...

then i think i shall apology with him here...

dunknow wheather he got read my blog or not...

watever...

the point is i will not say sori to him...

yes...i will oni say over here...

"sori friend....dun angry liao ok..."

"你我约定一争吵很快要喊停

也说好没有秘密彼此很透明

你我约定难过的往事不许提

也答永远都不让对方担心"

these are the phares that i wanna highlight today....

to all my friend....

promise ya...

once we started to argue....i will stop it immediately

the sad memories shall not be raised up again...

there shall no secrets among us...

and...

we will not let each others to wori about ourselves

i promise...

约定周惠

远处的钟声回荡在雨里

我们在屋檐低下牵着手

幻想教堂里的那场婚礼是为祝福我俩而举行

一路泥泞走到了美景

习惯在彼此眼中找勇气

累到无力总会想吻你

才能忘了情路艰辛

你我约定难过的往事不许提

也答永远都不让对方担心

要做快乐的自己照顾自己

就算某天一个人孤寂

你我约定一争吵很快要喊停

也说好没有秘密彼此很透明

我会好好地爱你

傻傻爱你不去计较公平不公平

2009-02-09T07:02:00.000-08:00

~Songs reComMented~

i found lotsa nice songs recently...

and this make me have the idea of uploading a song everyday in my blog..

and i will recommend songs that is close to my feeling on that day...

emm...then i shall call them "the song of the day"....

~喜欢一个人的心情~

i m going to recommend this song today....

emm....i found this song from youtube...

randomly...

i like the lyrics...

its close to my feeling now....

有人说聪明女孩别陷入恋爱里会变多疑会常生气变得失去自己...

有人说过爱情不如想象那样甜蜜我却无法戒掉爱情整个世界都是你...

喜欢一个人的心情 - 江语晨

作曲：姚头作词：江语晨

有人说聪明女孩别陷入恋爱里

会变多疑

会常生气

变得失去自己

有人说过爱情

不如想象那样甜蜜

我却无法戒掉爱情

整个世界都是你

遇见你天空更亮丽

喜欢的我不想逃避

希望和你一起

分享分分秒秒的两颗真心

即使感情结成了冰

回首时有你的足迹就会开心

温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你

路上每辆蓝色的车都以为是你

像是蓝天随时放晴

现在就想见到你

但是我不想为爱情看不见自己

给两人都留些空间

期待下一次相见

遇见你天空更亮丽

喜欢的我不想逃避

希望和你一起分享分分秒秒的两颗真心

即使感情结成了冰

回首时有你的足迹就会开心

温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你

漫步在茫茫人海

思念你的背影

我提醒自己别为浪漫上了瘾

彩色爱情诱惑

不停地考验我们

还是喜欢你

说我傻也没关系

遇见你天空更亮丽

喜欢的我不想逃避

希望和你一起

分享分分秒秒的两颗真心

即使感情结成了冰

回首时有你的足迹就会开心

温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你

2009-02-07T08:15:00.000-08:00

~Frenz~

Halo...hapi new year...

emm,paiselar...have a long time din blog liao..

and today i shall blog about al my fren...(i reli dun have any better topic to write about)..

lol!!!!

i think we should start from my sungai petani fren...ya...my groups of buddy...

then i shall call upon the 128 group....

128 group...from left : lao ai, eugene, ah pia, jo and mj

emm...we are all from the same secondary school--SMJK Sin Min...

but suprisingly that we are not fren started from school...but after form 5....haha....funny

and i will start to introduce them one by one to you...emm,start from ah pia 1st lar....

ah pia n me...in juru auto-city...

Name: Ho Peng Shen

DOB: 28.01.89

Occupation: Student (studying engeenering in Penang), Part time as a tuision teacher

ah pia= peng shen...we called him "cho beh"

cos he is reli cho lo...haha...anyway,he is a fren to me..he learned taekwando...

i m not sure which grade he is (black if i m not mistaken)...

but the point is "he is strong enough to protect us...."

he is a very good guy...hardworking, kind and sincere...thats my comments to him if u ask me....

and next we shall move to Joseph

Joseph n me....during cny gathering

Name: Joseph Lee Yi Qi

DOB: 12.05.89

Occupation: Currently waiting 4 stpm result

Joseph...we called him jo...

he is a cool man....he dun like to talk to stranger and always like to act cool...(but actually he is

super duper sampat)

a handsome guy...

i like to sing k with him...he can sing quite well...hehe

next is eugene....

Name: Eugene Lim Yin Sheng

BOD: 02.09.89

Occupation: Student; will graduate soon

Eugene Lim...haiz...as u can c in th pic..he likes to bully me the most...but anyway...we r good

fren....he always is the driver that take us here n there...with the vios (or Waja), we like to go to

our second hs--red box in Gurney Plaza Penang...haha....oni in 2 weeks time, we went to sing k 3 times....walao...

eugene is veri jiang yi qi de fren...he treat every1 good...a friendly and kind ppl...

this is mj.....

Ah cheng....

Name: Ng Ming Jing

DOB: 25.1289

Occupation: Student ; waiting 4 stpm result

Ah cheng is ming jing,ming jing is da tou....haha....

da tou da tou, xia yu bu chou...ni you yu sha, wo you da tou...

this is mj song...he reli have a big head...thats y we called him==da tou

he is the youngest among us

we like to bully him..haha...even me...

however, the christmas boy is a bit emo....will suddenly hapi and then turn to sad de...lol

Hey, the pretty girl in blue....opps....haha..nono...in white is jin yu....she is now studying

accountancy in TARC Penang....

a nice n soft gal...

feel stress when went out with her...she is super si wen...and i m....lol

u know lar...

anyway...reli hapi to have her as a good fren..

Well....thats the group that i used to mix with in sp....hey, tell u secretly...in sp, no1 know that we

r good fren..cos none of us will tell others that....huh????weird rite?haha....today i posted

this....dunknow wat is their respond..haiz...dn care....emm, though they reli like to bully me, but

they r still nice lar...now they all went bec to their study place to study liao...miss u all

buddy....lv ya

CrAp...

2008-12-15T22:12:00.000-08:00

lol...no mood to blog now...wndering how can others can crap so much...reli nothing to write now...worrying for tomolo result...n missing somebody....

A mix feeling...

2008-12-01T22:43:00.000-08:00

Lol...finally can leave INTEC....the 'funny' place...emm,look after to leave the place for a long time b4...but now? i must admit that i miss INTEC....

wat can i do?may be u will say that jz call them....or email....nowadays IT is so canggih....u can c them using internet...but....it is diffrent...calling is different with seeing them time to time....chatting using msn is different from our pillow talk every friday night....seeing photo trough facebook is lagi different from taking pics when we r bored....the life now all changed....haiz....missing all of u...
thank you fren from being part of my life in INTEC....

1. Remina Doh

Remina,my good roomate n sister in INTEC....
i still remember the first time we met each other...during the mms week....she walked to me n said : 'halo..i m remina...'since then,i knew her...we became good fren...lots n lots of things happen during the 18 months n we become best fren....a lots of memories...taking sun yan's pics, acting hu li jing in the hs, celebrating bday etc........lots.....we also go through hard time together....encuraging each other when fail our math, burn the midnite oil together to complete our assigments.....lots...cant remember all..

but sometimes we do queral.....we do hv different opinion sometimes....still remember the nearest 1 is about the trip to malacca...we got some queral...but we still can settle it finally...nana,jz wanna tell u that best friend is not only for go trough hard time together, but enjoying relax time too...thak you 4 being a good sister in INTEC,nana..i love you....

2. My housemates--wei wei n jie jing
wei wei n jie jing....my good housemates...

then we shall go to wei wei fist....wei wei is a vey shy gal...she is the first fren that i knw in INTEc...how we know each other?well, the first day when we register for JPA, she sat beside me...n she saw my ic...the next day is my bday....sh saw it ...n i dun realise it...the nxt day....se saw me...n wish me hap bday...n after, a lot of things happen...i moved into their hs...n having lot of fun together....thank you xinwei....4 being a patient fren....love u

Jie jing...1 yr younger than us....being the smallest i the hs...quite manja sometimes...i met jj during mms week too...haha...still remember at that time she needed a file clip n i had extra n i gv her 1...haha....the gal ingat i m a good ppl since then...till today i guess??haha....with jj, i have lots of fun together...expecially watching TVB drama together....haha...till eyes bengkak...jie jing,thank u 4 being a good fren....lv u

3. da jie--kk
KK,my da jie...wondering how he become our da jie...haha....i knew kk during the 2nd week...both of us r n the ADHOCK board...da jie our gang hou ji mui in INTEC...he always have dinner with us....we all like to sing k...NGO said he looks like a penguine...lol...the penguine will cry when they hear this...haha....dajie,going to miss u o....

lol...to many ppl...cant list out one by one here....anyway, jz wanna to thank allof u that become part n parcel in my intec's life....hope that u all wont be a passer by in my life....keep in touch ya....love u all

-Simmee-

2008-11-18T04:33:00.000-08:00

>>>TRIP TO MALACCA>>>>

oh...i m too lazy to write much...so i jz posted the pics...haha...this is a funny jurney<>

first, show u our 'zhan li ping'

the first day...having lunch in the famous chicken rice shop...

kiuh

lol...eat so much

yummy...siu mai

up in st. paul hill

lolol.....say cheese...

the 'tong sui that the boss recomended...so colourful

yummy asam pedas fish....my favourite

to peh chicken....nyonya food...

this is mak go baba and nyanya food....even ho jia recomended the food....so,must try lar....

while waiting for jie jing and tang...

the sampat girl wanna pour the heineken on me..

Geographer....the name of the pub...

jie jing n me....i ordered whiskey and jie jing ordered vodka....

remina ordered tadqila....

jie jing n me...behind is sungai melaka

on the way back to inn...not 4get to take some photo..

cute jie jing n me...

near the stadhuys...

lol....flying...

before go back.....

our room....B42

Having lunch in near the bus station....A&W....

good girl and good boy...lining up....

Safely reach AKASIA....

The Malacca journey officially ended....

2008-11-13T22:59:00.000-08:00

...Life after SSABSA...

huree....it is timeto enjoy after 18 months of AUSMAT life..hhuhuhu....Sunway Pyramid....our first destination....we r cuming......

on the way.....nana n me....

Red box....hehehe...sing out every single stress in ur mind.....

wei wei n me....

me....

After that,we go n have our dinner buffet....

yummy....

there were over hundred types of food here.....

tell you...all of us eat until very very full

then, we go n take pic....

remmi bought a new spec

2008-11-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

...Merdeka...

Merdeka,merdeka and merdeka....hahahha....fially my AUSMAT life finished...this morning was the final paper....chem...ad the sharp 3.00pm is my merdeka time....yohooh....

well....it waa all out of my expectation...i was not that excited and happy when i finished the paper....in fact...i felt sad and lonely....

hey...dun talk about that...today should be a hapi day....yo....tomolo is going to sunway to shopping...huree...and i hould shout:"MERDEKA"...

secret recipe

2008-10-17T02:01:00.000-07:00

b4 the trial, beting with my classmate saila n john....if their trial result can met our requirement, then we will treat them eat something....haha....the agreement is roughly like below....

For saila....

I, Sailaehree hereby agree that if i do get a at least 83 for all my 5 subjects in my trial 2008, i will treat the ppl below a sundae cup ice-cream..

1. Choo Sim Mee'
2. Remina Doh
3. Tang Szu Boo
4. Ngui Yeang Juang

If I didnot fullfill the requirements, the 4 person above will treat me the same thing.

__________
(Sailaehree)

the same thing go to john....it is just that the food change to secret recipe cake n the lowest mark he should get is 88....

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finally.....the result release....n 3 of us have to treat them.
@_@** i think they purposely do that lar....so we can treat them.....

LALA's cake.....tiramishu
My cake.....classic cheese
4get whose cake is this.....john i think

eating so many cake in secret recipe....haha

wei wei n me....she is so sleepy
haha....trying to act cute
wei wei ,lala n me.....

wei wei n me again....+remmi

Having a fun time in secret....after get the lesson (do not bet with bothof them anymore)

Thank you

2008-10-12T05:22:00.000-07:00

Officially 3 weeks to final....wondering why i can be so relax n blog here?haha...i also dun know...emm, may be cos the study room is just next to the com lab...so....jz lalu n masuk...haha...

today is a very important day 4 me.....frankly speaking...i m very stress now even i myself also shock with myself....i never get such stress in my study life....may be i m now a scholar holder n i may not want to disappointed the ppl around me.....

i ask myself 2 days ago..."Am really suitable to be a dentist?May be it is too tough 4 me....or may be become a teacher is more easier 4 me.....a lot of occupation cross my mind....i also plan to become a hair stylist like jie jie if i cannot fly to AUS....i told remina my plan....n she scolded me like hell...not only remina. tang, chong n even saila also disagree....i lost my direction...until this morning....i found the ans.....

like other sunday, i went to sunday church service...my church (city harvest church) is having a event today called " Dance My Love"....it is actyally a production from CHC....i met amos (my AUSAMT senior)....he is having the sama course with me...and he is now in IMU....i dare not ask him how is his life in IMU (though i really wanna know)....but i think is God knew that i wanna to ask but dare nt....n he pointed Sandy to do so....after the drama, pastor preach.....n in his sermon, i found the ans....

"God have give you the tallent....so, use it properlly....dont jz bcos others said:" u should do engineering lar...it is easier 4 u...."it touched my heart....." use the tallent that gv u.....n do the best....i f u wanna become a doc, dun jz become a doc....but the best doctor....."

i realise on the spot that God never take away my dream.....he is still supporting me....always.....though it is tough, but i think if i cannot make it (fly to AUS), i will go to IMU....oh ya...4 get to tell you....the senior that is noe in IMU say tha he is now doing twinning course to AUS....it gv me some hope....it may be take some time to go there, but there is still a chance....thank you holy spirit,thank you jesus, thank you Father...love you

Happy bday mama

2008-10-10T05:42:00.000-07:00

........HAPPY Birthday ,Mummy.....

oh ya ,today is 10.10.08.....MAMA....happy birthday....sori 4 cant go back n celebrate wif u....i m sure u have a onderful time with papa in Taiwan 4 a week....hehe.....miss u n papa so much.....thank you 4 all concern n advice that u gave me yeaterday.....i know u love me so much n wori bout m so much.....dun wori mama...gal gal now is big aldy....i can take gud k of myself.....always pray to god u will have a blessed 48.....good health....miss u n love u...

my mum n i....they said i din like my mama.....haha....wat do u think.....

mama....very kind mama...oh no,is the best n kindest mama in the world....

mama n gal gal

Raya Break ii

2008-09-29T21:17:00.000-07:00

favourite drink in remmi hs...jasmine green tea...singapore product

remina's bro...cute right...haha...

we play together...haha

Ketupat-ketupat...it is diffrent with ketupat in kedah....

Raya lauk

...Raya Break part 2...

Raya break has come to the sixth day...emm,this is also my third day in remmi house...haha...like the past...eat and eat and eat again...

Day 5 : an important day (monday)

~remmi's sis bday....

~went to eat seafood

~emm,her mum very ke qi leh....order so many food....

~after that,remmi and me went for a movie....

~actualy wanna watch "the strangers"

~but....

~the movie start only at 7.00pm....

~so we watch "DEATH RACE"

~the mivie start at 3.15pm....

~and we go in at3.14pm...

~hahaha...

~very punctuard

~emm,the movie is quit nice weh...

this is the movie that we watched--Death Race

Actually wanna watch this movie one,but due to some reasons we decided to watch Death Race

Day 6 (tuesday)

~emm,today nothing spcecial happened...

~so,nothing to talk about

Day 7 (Wednesday)

~yoh.....today is hari raya...

~first of all....wanna say :"Selamat Hari Raya 4 all the Malay fren.....have a blessed raya n all the best for the new year"

~visit to malay fren's hs....

~having ketupat....n rendang...

Day 8/ 9 /10 (thursday,friday,saurday)

~start to study...

~haiz...

~final around the corner

~go go go...

~u can do it.....

~but TER 99 is quite impossible 4 me....

~wat to do????

~dentistry...

~y i choose dentistry last time ya?

~forgotten...

~i accepted the fact that my possibility to fly is quite small....

~nearly 0.000001%...

~haha....

~but jz nevermind.....

~i believe that God has the best plan 4 me....

~never stop to believe him....

~"even though sometimes your ways i can not understand...i ll never walk away bcos my future is in your hand"

~for nothing is impossible in God...

~thank you jesus....for giving me hope

~yummy...

Raya Break

2008-09-28T12:29:00.000-07:00

...Yeah,Raya Break Start...

Yoyo...hari raya holidays started...emm,already 4 days...

Day1: remina's birthday (Thursday)
~shopping at Sunway Pyramid
~watch movie-$$$ no enough 2
~bought a cute bear

Day2: a boring day (Friday)
~go to INTEC
~watching TVB drama- jia hao yue yuan
~watching drama again- ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni
~an emo day
~sms him
~but he never reply
~Wait for reply until sleep off

Day3: Emo again
~continue my movie
~having lunch in awwal with aunty Tang,Hui jun,remmi,jj and uncle kelvin (wei wei went back Kuantan dy)....
~'discover' a bad news
~emm,how to say ya?found out that one of my friend (i regard her as a friend)
wrote something bad about another friend....haiz...
~and found out another news through blog
~Aunty tang give a commnt: He celebrated the event with others also dun celebrate your birthday with you
~walao,can hear my heart my heart broken...
~sad and emo
~online---meet KS in MSN....
---KS called me through phone...so happy and touch...
---I asked him calling from nz not expensive meh?
---He said 40 sen per minutes. We chat for about 20 minutes..about RM8...only lar.haha.
~going to remmi house-in the bus
-he replied,so happy....but
-cos of i m emo,replied something that made him angry...aiz...
-say sori dy....but he still angry..oklol...my fault

Day 4: in remmi house
~so paISE
~her parents so 'ke qi'
~eat for the whole day>>breakfast--pau+teh tarik+muar otak-otak (yummy)
lunch--bak gut teh
tea--fruits
dinner--yam rice
~omg....eat for the whole day....
~haha...
~night-miss him again
~dun know how is him now
~having a enjoyable hols i think
~he still angry with me...whats wrong with me?why stil miss him?dun know...
~do math--walau,all do wrong....hey,cannot lar...SSABSA coming...cannot like that....
~Remmi said:"you really treat him very good lah..but enuf dy...dun continue...cos not worth it."
~"although he sometimes treat you not bad...but think properly...that only happens with proportion 1/4...and the 3/4 is so bad....give him up"
~the words play in my mind
~the problem is not should i...is that...can i?
~dun know...
~haiz...fan...
~emo--he told me: emo not good leh...dun emo...
~but i still always emo
~now is dy 4.30...so sleepy...wanna sleep dy..
~dunknow what will happen in the next few days in remmi house?
~looking forward
~nite

Love you

2008-09-27T02:07:00.000-07:00

miss you...

shirley.....i knew shirley since form 3....form 4, i moved into her house....why?cos when i was a secondary school student, i was away from home and studied in s.p....hehe...that's why i m so tough now....hahaha....emm,after i moved into her house, then we started to become good friend.....emm,we went through a lot of things lar....when we finished our SPM and needed to seperate (she is going to study in sunway colledge), i thought our friendship will be ended there...but suprisingly our relationship become closer....and noe she futhured her studies to UK,Cardiff University dy...hope that our friendship will be continue and last long.

our favourite--Koean food

yeah....

Yummy....

very leng lui.....right?

sister 4ever...

we like to take photo.....

and act cute....

ah gal,hope that u do well in uK ya....love you and miss you

Remina's birthday...

2008-09-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

......HAPPY BIRTHDAY REMINA .....

today is 27th....2 days ago was remina's birthday.....and that day was one day after our final paper for trials....that night we celebrated her birthday.....but it was just a simple celebation among four of us (Remmi,jj,wei wei n me).....we bought her a cake....show u the cake...

REMINA'S CAKE : small tangx2, hapy 19th birthday!love you.........u must be wondering why remina's cake writen" small tangx2"......hahaha...cos they are classwife and classband...........hahhaha.......

haha.....we sang her birthday song...emm,got a lot of version one....got mandarin one lar,got guang dong and english.....

after that,the 3rd world war begin....hahaha......we started to fight with the cake....

wor.....tell you wat....4 of us finished a 0.5kg cake that night....hahaha...

Yummy......peach cake

wor......eat cake with movie....

Leh.....finish it in 15 minutes.....haha

Then,we continued with our movies until the early of the whole night.....

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Hahahahhh...the next day we went to sunway pyramid....who?jj,wei wei,remi,me +one aunty tang lol....haha....who is aunty tang?haha...who else..mah tat future doctor in Adelaide lol...

waiting for rapid....

first of all,we went to kim gary and had our lunch..

KIMGARY in sunway pyramid

--birthday girl--

i ordered a country set....

tang,jj and wei wei

remii and wei wei

jj,remmi and wei wei

then, we went for a movie....the money no enough 2...walau....so touching.....hey,i fully recommend the movie.... after i watched the movie, emm....realise something......wanna treat my mama and papa better....hey hey hey,dun misunderstood.....it doesnot means that i din treat my mama n papa very good...but wanna better...ok?

haha....then..about the gift that we gave her.....haha....a yelow T-shirt, a bear and..............a G-string......worrrrrr........show u......hahaha...

the bear bear....

finally......jz wanna to say sori 4 remmi....nana,sori ya....if we din prepare u a very wonderful birthday....cos it is too close to our trial mah...hope u had a nice 19th birthday lar.....God bless and i love you...and ...sori jie jing....about the photo posted above

A New BLog

2008-09-26T21:06:00.000-07:00

hey..........this is my new blog......start from today i will use this blog dy.......dy cancel the old blog......haha....going to use this blog to espress my feeling....wat happen to the old blog???haha.....the story is quite long....emm,not that long lar....actually.....haha.....okie....whatever.....sice today....today is 27th September....i will use this blog lar.....hehe...**@-@**