Friday, July 31, 2009

update from india

hey there...nothing much...just some update from india...
classes will be started 'officially' next week...
however, this week we also got classes...
but just some introduction classes...
i m having 5 subjects in this first year...
ANATOMY, PHYSIOLOGY,BIO-CHEM,DENTAL ANATOMY & DENTAL HISTOLOGY AND DENTAL MATERIAL
Same as i was in AUSMAT...5 subjects as well...
but...
of course now is tougher lar...
feel like i din have much time...
monday to saturday...from 8 till 5 p.m....
sunday have church service...
huh...
no much time to study...
and the subjects all are super hard...
lol...
what to do??
i have choose the course...
watever happened...
i must stand strong..
to finish it...
lol
its time to study i think...
will update again de...
may be...
next week ba...then i will tell u all how is my classes and life here...k?
tc


mee

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

random

this is reli random...none of any title come to my mind...i jz need to say out sumthg...cos i found that...i need to talk...
huh....reli miss msia...OMG, i think i started to be homesick...miss all the thg in msia...my famili, my fren, my food etc etc...
i wont consider myself as emo now...but i reli got a lot of feeling in my heart now...

I m in India..new environment, new languages, new faces, new culture, new faces...all new and all different...chat with my mum thru skype jz now...1st time feel like so good to talk to my mum and dad...last time when i m in msia, i may not bother to talk to them...but now, even thru skype, i can feel the warmness...can feel their worries... can feel their care...mummy, daddy, i miss u all....

I think i m not a rational person...i always do decision veri fast...and change it fast as well...but i did a decision today...i jz hope that i reli can keep it long...jz like wat i promise myself in the airport, i mz not cry..and i did it...
same here, i will keep my own promise this time...
wat is the promise?
oo...its not good to tell here...
Why i did the decision?
erm...i wouldn't tell much..wat i can tell about my feeling now is jz that...
when u feel like u can do sumthg, but at the end u found that u cant....
when u feel like u r having sumthg, but at the end u found tat u r actually not...
especially u work so hard all the time to do it, to have it...
u get wat i mean?
so, i decided..
may be its not worth to work so hard for it...
its not worth to wait for it...
i should give up this time...
after struggle for so long time...
i should...
i must...
and i can...
i believe

Actually i should do this decision much much earlier...and may be i did, but i din take it serious..and i think i m dy 20 now...i should responsible for every promise tat i have to myself and of course to others...

Gambateh Choo Sim Mee...12.17 am...22.07.2009...

今天睡醒后的你将是个不同的你。。
你可以的。。
你做得到。。
因为。。
你是朱欣媚。。。
没有事情可以难到你的。。
加油咯。。
冲。。冲。。冲。。
BDS。。
i m coming..
the only thing in mind now...
the cert of BDS...
study study study...
no more shopping
no more kidding
no more dreaming
serious serious serious....
study study study..




Mee'

Saturday, July 18, 2009

i m in india

hey everybody...have a long time din update my blog...i m so sori...i m lazy
well, i m in india now...settled down dy...u can go to my fb to c the photos..i dy upload there...
india is fine...raining season now...rains everyday...cold...
when we went out, we have our umbrella prepared in ur hand...and once there is rain, then we open it...lol...
i get wet many times dy...reli wet de i tell u...even u r holding the umbrella with u...
i dunknow wheather its bcos of the diff of the time in india and msia, i woke up early in the morning...5.30am...its dy 8 in msia...i guess is...
din reli sleep weel here...too cold...my blanket is not warm enuff...i woke up at 3.30 am last nigth and could'nt get sleep...cos it was too cold...thats sumthg come into my mind..."whose tat can hug me now, i m goin to marrige him..."
haha...weird thining...but luckily i went bec to sleep after i put on all my jackets, socks and scarf....
the food...was fine to me in the few days...but now i get fever dy..haiz...so, i din at the curry anymore...my last night dinner was rice+cucumber....lol
the water is ok so far...jz that i did hve cirit....jz a bit lar...so far ok...
oh ya...the punjabi suit is reli cheap here...i did 4...its just Rs2000...means like RM38...cheap right...hehe...anybody want it can tell me...will bring bec to u when i go bec msia....
wat else...so far jz like that...oh ya...i forget one important thg...
haiz...it is sad to tell that there is oni 11 guys in BDS...out of 100+...haiz...
well, its ok...
study 1st...
thats ll i think...will update u all again
bb
tc